This is all so new and yet not so new

This isn't my first time creating a blog. I think I have created my first blog almost fifteen years ago and ever since a lot has happened. I first created it as my daily journal and to be honest I don't believe it ever stopped being that. However certain things in life have created this small hole inside of me whether it was because of a relationship rupture or a professional career change or something else. These separate but small things that kept happening over time were enough to create a certain lack of motivation as well as high low self-esteem where consequently I gave up writing, one of my favourite hobbies. I adore writing and for this passion of mine to be affected by my choices and life itself, is unacceptable and so I have decided to re-pick up the hobby I have so long avoided. I feel this necessity of sharing my thoughts, whether it is on paper, digitally, privately or in public, the thoughts need to come out, I feel better with myself as an individual. Or so I hope to be.